why are u risking u're future for u're past??

ok.. i dunno why..
maybe i'm stupid.. dunno.. maybe worse than that..
maybe.. then..
bende tue fitrah kot?? aishh..
emm.. ok anis..
u're giving a heart..
and u're giving a soul..
and u're giving mind..
so.. am i gonna waste the soul n mind for just the heart??
uishh.. dunno.. i guess..
but then..
i am just me..
i'm nobody but me, myself..
soo.. emm.. (*anis-san* : what the point?? *hati kecil* : ntah.. dunno.. )
truly..
feelin soo stupid rite now..
yup.. missing sumeone that really have forget me a decade ago..
huh.. pathetic!!!
dah.. dah.. anis.. bangun.. bangun..
dreaming jerr manjang..
okep..
life must go on..
and do so me..
so..
after this..
pleazee...
leave..
and never come back..
i wont risk my future for my past..
i wont risking my life juzz for u..
and i wont risking my friends' heart..
juzs to take u're heart..
go..
and never turn back..
i'm suffered enough..
and..
i dont want to suffer anymore..
farewell.. thanks..
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