over u!!

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up then tear me down
Like and old abadoned house
And what you said when you left
Just left me cold and and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

Well I never saw it coming
I should've started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought to doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
"Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got OVER YOU

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes, so I could see
That you never were the best for me

sudahlaa~~
kecewa~~

thats COLD..

I hate u!!! i really do..
> cant u see that i'm the only one who were alwez beside you..
why cant u see that.. i need u, i cant be more enuf.. coz, u're not here..

I won't forgive u at all!!
> damn wrong.. sedang nabi pun maafkan umat.. then, i'm who, telling not to forgive u.. it just, buleh awak vanish from my life??.., then, you're forgiven..

I'm okay, leave me alone (~~)
> huhu, jgn la tinggalkan saye.. i just need sumeone to build up my thinkin, my feelin.. cuz, i feel down.. very.. huhu.. sesiapa..

Awak bzi eh, its ok.. g la buat kerje..
> huhu, baru jeh nak ngadu masalah.. apekan daye.. memanjang bizi~~ karang kacau, x dilayan pulak.. bek tinggalkan aje..

time to think.. sumetime, kite suke nak cakap perkara2 yang berlawanan langsung dengan perasaan dan ape yang kite nak waktu tue.. hurm~~
dan kalau jadi straighforward sangat juga, itu menyakitkan orang2 sekeliling..
hurm2~~
what's better, ourself hurt or others??
nope.. better dunt hurt ourselves n dunt hurt others..
dan kepada sesiapa yang berkenaan juga..
i'm sorry..
didnt mean to be that cold..
dan terkadang sukar ye nak cakap apa yang sepatutnya dicakapkan..
hurm3~ (~~)

save u (~~)

Take a breath i pull myself together..
just another step till i reach the door..
you'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you..
i wish that i could tell you something to take it all away..

sometime i wish i could save you..
and there so many things that i want u to know..
i wont give up till its over..
if it takes u forever, i want u to know..

when i hear your voice, it drowning in the whisper..
your just skin and bones, theres nothing left to take..
and no matter what i do, i cant make u feel better..
if only i could find the answer to help me understand..

if u fall, stumble down, i pick u up off the ground..
if u lose faith in you, i'll give u strength to pull through..
tell me u wont give up..
cause i'll be waiting here if u fall, u know, i'll be there for u..

i want u to know..
i wish u could save you..

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u may look ungrateful on what u have..
but i dont really know what are u thinkin about..
so, i'll just be here if u need me..
coz there, all that u said, it just like a dream, its not real..
no, i'm not sick of it.. i'm just pity on u..
i just want u to know, i'll be here forever, if u need me..
if u lose u'ra faith, everything that u got..
u know, i still be here..
coz when someone ask me, would i ever die for someone..
YES, i do.. and one of them, i think of you..
be grateful, my friend..
i'll be here.. 4ever.. insyaAllah..

somebody to someone..

lately..
i got many wishes..
some ridiculous, and some, logical and some, i know that not gonna happen..
oke, ape saye merepek..

cuma..
ingin menjadi seseorang buat seseorang..
sekurang2nya buat diri sendiri..
coz lately..
i act weirdly and..
it disappoint me..

rase..
makin tewuk dan tewuk dan tewuk..
worst.. worst.. worst..

pray..
every single day, to get out from this dark life..
cuz my heart cant stand anymore..
diri yang makin tewuk..

huuuuu~~
Ya Allah..
make me somebody to someone..
so, that person can really teach, guide and worst, angry at me when i done mistake..
coz sumetime, really cant depend on myself to keep telling me to be good..

and myself...
do change anis!!!!
why are u acting like this!!!
~astaghfirullah~