Being strong..

In the Name of Allah, the Most Glorious, The Most Merciful..

It was tired to run back from KL to Pahang..
In 2 days marathon..
With a thousand of goodies -bag waiting to be done..
Its parching..
=(

With no support..
With no one to help..
Thinking about quit is not the best way..
I'm not quitting..
But, a little help could keeping away my sore..

I guess this is it..
Doing it quietly..
What to bother, when talking to someone who never heard..

I'll put my trust in Allah..
He knows..
He always know..
=')
Allah, ease me..

Like you..

In the Name Of Allah, The Most Glorious, The Most Merciful..

You are sooooo busy..
I wish I was as busy as you..
So that I had a reason to not replying your message..
Like you always do..

But I am not..
And you don't understand..
Its killing me..

You are gonna be the closest person to me..
Yet, you are soo far..
And I cant imagine how it will be..

I'm sad..
I am..
=(

Sometime..

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Glorious, The Most Merciful..

Sometime..
When we remember about someone..
Looking at their picture..
Or knowing that they are safe in some place..
Just make this heart smile..
Alhamdulillah..
They always be in Allah's watch..
And that's comfy me..

=)

When this lips can't talk..
Let my heart speak silently..
I know you heard it..

Soo alone..
Behold.. Allah always kept our prayer..
To be beside us, watching and guiding..

Oh Allah..
Make us died in husnul khatimah..
And let us joined together in Jannah..

enjoy the time..

Dengan Nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang..

Pejam celik.. pejam celik..
Almost 100days to go..
Urgh, and there's soooo many thing to do..

And i kept myself at home..
Why?
I would like to work.. at least find a penny or two for my wedding day..
But nah~ It wasn't my problem.. it was my fathers and husband-to-be responsible to complete 'the day'.. It is..
So I thought, why not, sit back and enjoy the time -while i can- with my family..

Cooking for my mother, father, and younger..
Cleaning some things..
Decorating home..
Yeah, sometime it was boring, but i get to used it~

Just a few time to be with this family..
To fully obey my ummi and abah..
Coz, after this, i must, and 'wajib' obey my husband..
Huk~ a big responsible, i though.. =.=' scared, but in a same time, i really looking forward to it..

My feeling? urmm.. ummm.. urrr..
I don't really know how to describe it..
I am not ready, not fully..
I just take whatever in front of me, and be grateful..
Coz Allah has given me the best path for me to travel...
And I trust my-husband-to-be..
He look like responsible enough, and seems understand of deen..
I hope so~ oh.. hasbunallah wa nikmal wakil..
Truly, I put my happiness in Allah's hands..

For the time being.. i enjoy the time.. while i can..
Being at home.. completely at ease.. =)
Alhamdulillah..
And looking forward for tomorrow..
I hope i can endure whatever comes in my path..
I have Allah..
That's all i need..

::xoxo::

Alhamdulillah..

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang..

I hope we die together..
And live forever..
Suddenly, I think I'm in love with you..
I don't even know you..
But I wanted to know..
I put your name in my prayers..
I read books..

Alhamdulillah..
Just like a dream..
If this was a dream, I don't want to wake up..
But I know it's not..
And I say Alhamdulillah..
Alhamdulillah..
For sending me someone who can protect me..

I just can wait to be yours..
Forever..
<3 br="">

I define my own failure!

In the Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful..

My failures does not define me..
I define my own failure!!

What I define of failing :
~ I don't solat at the early time...
~ I spend too much time on entertainment to keep me from burn out rather than praying to Allah.. =(
~ I became lazy from day to day..
~ I became bored reciting Quran..
~ I treat people badly.. (i'm sorry, my bad, huhu)
~ I disrespect my lecturer..
~ I place my work first rather than the heart of my parents.. =(
~ I didn't submit assignment at the due date, which shows that I'm not ITQAN!!
~ I'm doing my work half-heartedly and bad..

And now I'm feeling bad.. huhu..
Sometime I can't fulfill all these, then it make me feel bad, then it make me treated all people around me in a bad manner, those will make me terrifyingly worse.. sob..sob.. ='(
Allah, forgive me for I am a very weak servant..
I am not perfect, sometime I cannot do something very well, and I can't entertain all people..
I'm sorry..

Rabbighfirli.. Ya Rabb, forgive me..
Warhamni.. Loved me..
Waj'burni.. Closed my sins to all..
Warfa'ni.. Raise my place in Your Eyes..
Warzuqni.. Give me wealth..
Wahdini.. Show me the way..
Wa'afini.. Cure me for all my illness..
Wa'fuanni.. Forgive me.. ='(

I wish everyday was Ramadhan.. =.='

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang..

I have wishes..
One of them..
I wish everyday was like a day in Ramadhan for me..
That I can endure and stand myself from evil and sin..
So that I can recite Al-Quran without getting bored..
So that I can put away my anger towards others..
So that I can smile all days without even getting annoyed..
So that I can pray alls my heart out..

Oh, I wish everyday was Ramadhan..
I miss me being good..
And I hate me being not so good, sometimes, bad maybe.. oh anis..
What have you done to yourself..
Without Allah, I'm lost, I'm broken..
=.='

Pernah tak rasa kadang-kadang nak lari je dari kehidupan ni..
Lari dalam hutan, dalam gua ke..
Dan baca Quran je puas-puas, taknak hirau dunia dan orang dah..
Nak menghindar dosa dan kemaksiatan, dan asyik beribadah je.. huhu..
Sob..sob..sob..
Nak jadi lebih baik plisss!! =(

Like a cock (Ayam sungguh)

Bismillah..

Here's a one guy repeatedly making a same mistake..
Buy and sell his words to his enemy and friends..
And he thought that everyone would love him..

And here's a girl that can't keep her mouth shut..
Cock here and cock there..
And update her status in the fb like a innocent person..

And both are 'ayam'..
Look like human but they are not..

Maybe its you..
Maybe its me..
=.='

Oo Allah..
Forgive us for what have we done to ourselves and to people around us..
Sometimes, we are good, but sometimes, we just humans..
Oo Allah, forgive us for things that we don't know..
Forgive us for what have passed..

Some thinking..

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang..

Be with whoever you wanted to..
Do whatever you wanted to do..
Make everything that you wanted to make..

Because one thing..
It will make you HAPPY..
(as long as it not associated with sin, because if it is, later on you will have a guilty conscious, which is not happy to felt so)

Don't ever hold on to human..
Don't ever hold on to love among human..
Don't ever regret all the decisions you have made..

Smile widely even if you hurt..
Don't hurt others feeling..
Don't make any tantrum, even with a reason..
Don't payback grudge, be patience..
Think positive even if situation is not..

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Wanted to do all of that..
Surely I will felt happy.. =)
Yup, fighting!!
Live is never easy but it was never to hard..
(or if it is too hard, I might even not living rite now)

p/s : sometimes I think being a phychopath is nice, u dont get hurt, u manipulate people around you.. hohohohoho.. err, ok, it was creepy.. =.=' Alhamdulillah for what I am now.. =) smile widely..

Don't give up already..

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang..

 

Tired chasing something?

Given up already~?

**somehow you just want somebody to be at your side and listen to all your mumbling.. isn’t that satisfying.. you just hope that she/he always be there..

My friend..

There is no such thing..

Somehow, you got to face reality alone..

Your sadness, your happiness, your anger..

But believe me, there is one that you can hold on forever..

Allah.. <3

You can hold on to Allah forever..

Even you can't and somehow barely see how Allah ‘speak’ to you..

Even you cry every night, in your prayers and still no ‘answer’ from Allah..

Just don’t lose hope in Allah..

We don’t just live here..

So, maybe Allah will ‘answer’ you at another life..

Myself..

Don’t be tired.. to chase Allah’s forgiveness..

Don’t blame everything Allah give you..

Don’t ask anything that Allah keep from you..

You gotta find some patience..

SABAR-lah diri..

Innamaal usri yusra..

Fainnamaal usri yusra..

Ok, smile yep myself..

=)

And be good to others..

InsyaAllah..

Something to ponder upon.. hmm

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful..

A man :
I'm curious.. with your resume, as accomplished as you are, you could've had it pretty good back there...
Money and connections, you can buy a pretty good life..
Maybe even one of those houses in one of the palace..
Stil you chose to come here, why?

Another man :
Believe me, i've had plenty of colleagues who have gone down that route, eking what they can from a world thats on its last breath.
But i didn't want that for my children.
I know, life now, here is gonna present a lot of challanges to say the least, but i think they deserve the chance to be part of something real, something new, something that has a future.

~Wouldn't you said that this country is a world thats on its last breath..
~Wouldn't you want something to move on, something to fight, on this county..

I would.. I want a better future for my children, a future that have a way of life in it.. An islam way.. Put some courage, to define a new world on your own.. Dreams.. Even dreams has it challanges..

**wouldn't faith must be tested? yup.. =) it is..

Have you discovered it's real beauty? (part 1)

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious the Most Merciful..

Recently, i read a book named: 'Have You Discovered Its Real Beauty'..

By Dr. Ibrahim Arfaj..

And i found this book is a real beauty..

And it was about Islam.. =)

WHAT IS THE TRUTH?

In Islam, the true one God (Allah) has created the entire creation. it is only this great God (Allah) who made all human and animals, the earth and its mountains, oceans and rivers, plant and forests, the sun and the moon, galaxies and orbits, days and nights.

All other objects, which we may or may not know, or which have not yet been discovered, are all aspects of His infinite creation.

Allah made all life on earth and the whole universe, including time, space, energy and matter. Allah also sustains the universe and everything in it, and controls what happens in the universe and everything in it.

However, some people might refer their existence 'by chance' merely to 'nature'! Scientifically speaking, let's define what they are talking about: NATURE! What is 'nature'?

Don't you agree with me that nature includes: plants and planets, orbits and galaxies, valleys and mountains, oceans and rivers, earth, moon, sun, stars, and other objects. Have these things created themselves or created by human beings?!

The Glorious Qur'an beautifully tells us:

O mankind! Worship your Lord, who created you and those who came before you that you may become righteous. (2:21)

He (God) created the Heavens and the Earth for Truth. (39:5)

Moreover, those who believe in nature argue that they do not believe in God because they simple can't see, touch, or conduct an experiment on Him!

A couple of years ago, my neighbor in Oregon, USA visited me at my home. We talked about several things among which we discussed the concept of God. My neighbor, a very old man, denying the existence of God, emotionally knocked the eta table, saying: 'I believe in this table since I can touch it.. I can feel it!'

Reasoning with him, I pointed to the lamp in the room and asked him:

" Do you believe in the power of electricity?'

He replied: 'sure.'

I asked: 'Can you see the power or the energy generating the light?'

'No.' was his answer.

I further asked him these question:

-Have you ever seen - with your bare eyes - the air we breathe?

-Do you have feelings? What are their colours, shapes, and sizes?

-What is sleep? What is its colour or weight?

-So, how many things do we believe in without seeing them?

We can't see God in this life because of our limited faculties and senses which can't comprehend His greatness; this must not us deny His existence.

God's existence is clearly evidence and easily traceable in unlimited signs and proofs manifested in the creations of numberless atoms, cells, tissues, muscles and everyone and everything created.

Subhanallah.. =)