somebody to someone..

lately..
i got many wishes..
some ridiculous, and some, logical and some, i know that not gonna happen..
oke, ape saye merepek..

cuma..
ingin menjadi seseorang buat seseorang..
sekurang2nya buat diri sendiri..
coz lately..
i act weirdly and..
it disappoint me..

rase..
makin tewuk dan tewuk dan tewuk..
worst.. worst.. worst..

pray..
every single day, to get out from this dark life..
cuz my heart cant stand anymore..
diri yang makin tewuk..

huuuuu~~
Ya Allah..
make me somebody to someone..
so, that person can really teach, guide and worst, angry at me when i done mistake..
coz sumetime, really cant depend on myself to keep telling me to be good..

and myself...
do change anis!!!!
why are u acting like this!!!
~astaghfirullah~