russian roulette

Take a breath
Take it deep
Calm yourself
He says to me
If you play
You play for keeps
Take the gun
And count to three
You sweating now
Moving slow
No time to think
My turn to go

Say a pray to yourself
He says close your eyes
sometimes it helps
and then I get a scary thought
that is here means he’s never lost

And my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I
Ever see another sunrise
So many won’t get the chance to say good bye
But it’s too late to take up the value of my life

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
That I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
I know that I must pass this test

So just pull the trigger