enjoy the time..

Dengan Nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang..

Pejam celik.. pejam celik..
Almost 100days to go..
Urgh, and there's soooo many thing to do..

And i kept myself at home..
Why?
I would like to work.. at least find a penny or two for my wedding day..
But nah~ It wasn't my problem.. it was my fathers and husband-to-be responsible to complete 'the day'.. It is..
So I thought, why not, sit back and enjoy the time -while i can- with my family..

Cooking for my mother, father, and younger..
Cleaning some things..
Decorating home..
Yeah, sometime it was boring, but i get to used it~

Just a few time to be with this family..
To fully obey my ummi and abah..
Coz, after this, i must, and 'wajib' obey my husband..
Huk~ a big responsible, i though.. =.=' scared, but in a same time, i really looking forward to it..

My feeling? urmm.. ummm.. urrr..
I don't really know how to describe it..
I am not ready, not fully..
I just take whatever in front of me, and be grateful..
Coz Allah has given me the best path for me to travel...
And I trust my-husband-to-be..
He look like responsible enough, and seems understand of deen..
I hope so~ oh.. hasbunallah wa nikmal wakil..
Truly, I put my happiness in Allah's hands..

For the time being.. i enjoy the time.. while i can..
Being at home.. completely at ease.. =)
Alhamdulillah..
And looking forward for tomorrow..
I hope i can endure whatever comes in my path..
I have Allah..
That's all i need..

::xoxo::