'lucky' keh??

sick = lucky...
not at all!!

its not lucky being sick..
its not that u can alwez skipping classes..
its not that u can rest while the other must done the heavy work..
its not that there alwez sumeone papering u when u're sick..
its not that u can sleep all day while the other got to finish the work..

its when other got to socialize and laughing in the class while i'm not..
its about me feelin how it feel and hoping to cured, while u're not..
its about me sick in the room alone a full day long without no one knowing, even eatin i dunt want to..
its about feelin guilty and hope for forgiveness to others who done the groupwork..

i try to be strong, but sometime i guess i'm not strong as i shown..
and i dunt hope u to understand me coz u never will, u dont felt it, u're not in my shoes..
and i just thankful to u to became this mean and just hoping that sumeday,
u felt what i feel, and when the day came, i'm much healthier than u are rite now..

for 'those'.. thankful in every second u got.. dont complains others..
help people, u got rewarded, and of coz, u can't see 'it'..
coz when u see, u'll craving to help people although u're starving..

(thanks frens coz alwez there when i'm sick)