~SmIlE~

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang..

There are fake smile I give when meeting someone at middle of nowhere..

And there are fake laugh when my friends told something that they think is funny..

I'm laugh when I watch something in movies that is real funny..

And I realized, why am I laugh at something doesn't even my life..

My life is sad..

I'm done giving help to others when I realized no one could help me..

I cried when pray, and I hope that I never been born..

I hate myself for every sin that I've done..

When I repeatedly done it again and again..

I hate people, they just know how to condemned others without give chance to change..

I hate the system, the system that doesn't even follow God's rule!

I hate men, they're all the same.. sick, pathetic, chicken creatures..

Hmmm, I don't even know myself..