I define my own failure!

In the Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful..

My failures does not define me..
I define my own failure!!

What I define of failing :
~ I don't solat at the early time...
~ I spend too much time on entertainment to keep me from burn out rather than praying to Allah.. =(
~ I became lazy from day to day..
~ I became bored reciting Quran..
~ I treat people badly.. (i'm sorry, my bad, huhu)
~ I disrespect my lecturer..
~ I place my work first rather than the heart of my parents.. =(
~ I didn't submit assignment at the due date, which shows that I'm not ITQAN!!
~ I'm doing my work half-heartedly and bad..

And now I'm feeling bad.. huhu..
Sometime I can't fulfill all these, then it make me feel bad, then it make me treated all people around me in a bad manner, those will make me terrifyingly worse.. sob..sob.. ='(
Allah, forgive me for I am a very weak servant..
I am not perfect, sometime I cannot do something very well, and I can't entertain all people..
I'm sorry..

Rabbighfirli.. Ya Rabb, forgive me..
Warhamni.. Loved me..
Waj'burni.. Closed my sins to all..
Warfa'ni.. Raise my place in Your Eyes..
Warzuqni.. Give me wealth..
Wahdini.. Show me the way..
Wa'afini.. Cure me for all my illness..
Wa'fuanni.. Forgive me.. ='(