Persoalan takdir dan pilihan..

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang..

Just have watched 'the Adjustment Bureau'..
Such a story I think..
Refresh my thought about life..
Choices that we made everyday..
Big and small choices..
Its leads to another..
And that's what we become..

Just a simple phase from the movie..
Although it was a 'mat salleh' movie..
But it has a little meaning to life, if I should say..
Emm, I like the bright side of something..
Better than the dark..

"If I'm not supposed to be with him, how come I feel like this?"
"It doesn't matter how you feel. What matters is what is in black and white."
"No one know why I'm not supposed to be with him, is it? That's why no one can't tell me, no one know!"

Now I remember some speech of my teacher (if I can say that)..
Ustaz Hasrizal..
He said that life is a path that continued another path..
Its the decision that we made..
And sunnatullah is applied on it..
Means that when we eat, we are full..
When we drive, we reach the destination..
That is sunnatullah..
Well, I'm kinda fighting for it..
For what I believed..
To take a good choice and fight for it..

Allah said..
" Aku tidak akan merubah nasib sesuatu kaum melainkan mereka merubah nasib mereka sendiri.."
See.. I dont say that its not fated, our life.. no..
Its is fated, but the way, what choose that we made, how we manage it..
That's changes life..
Life is like a tree question, one answer lead to another..
Some sort of puzzle, I guess..

And THIS is my choice..
To be what I felt meaningful to me..
To act what I believed for..
To felt what I see good in it..
And I will fight for it..
InsyaAllah..
God, bless me..

Wahai Tuhan yang mempunyai kasih sayang..
Yang mengetahui kelemahan dan kemampuan hambaNya..
Tuhan yang mentaqdirkan kebaikan dan ujian sesuai dengan keadaan hambaNya..
Ya Allah..
Aku meminta kepadaMu agar dipermudahkan ujian..
Aku memohon agar diperkenankan segala doa..
Aku merayu agar ditenangkan jiwa, disabarkan hati menerima segalanya..
Kerana akhirnya, semua akan kembali kepadaMu..
Dan aku ingin kembali kepadaMu dengan senyuman..
Senyuman tanda aku telah berusaha semampuku menjadi insan terbaik yang terdaya aku lakukan..
Senyuman tanda aku puas dan bersyukur atas segala kurniaanMu..
Alhamdulillah Ya Allah..
Qada' dan QadarMu mengatasi, menenangkan rasa hati ini yang dulunya kacau..
Alhamdulillah Ya Allah..
Takdir ini terbaik buatku..
Aku bersyukur..
Alhamdulillah Ya Allah..
Tempatkan aku di golongan hambaMu yang bersyukur..
=)

Praise to Allah..
The most Gracious, the most Merciful..
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